Sep 27, 2012

I believe that everyone has a calling and mine has been one bigger than I can even comprehend. This has truly been a rough past two months on me mentally and physically.. While training to take my body to the next level my mid has been elsewhere.. Just returned home from laying my favorite Aunt to rest in the heavens.. Still to this day all I can say is a simple meniscus tear and all the other complications you could think of brought her to be with GOD.. My aunt was a great woman, she always believed in me, always told me I would do great works for this family, and that I would change more lives than I could ever imagine.. She always told me to open my own gym and that God had great plans for me.. I wish she could still be here to hold and talk to, she was always so comforting and wise with her words.. I miss here dearly and I strive to be great for her. Still trying to fid the words as when I flew home everything felt so different.. Good to be home, but I kept wondering my purpose.. If my purpose is to teach those about health, why are my own getting weaker.. What am I doing wrong? Still doesn’t seem real, still seems like a dream, even when I think about it my thoughts aren’t all there because it’s like whirlwind just came in took something and not sure if it’s gone forever or just a season.. I strive to show all that I am just a man striving to make his family proud, but sometimes we all need our path evaluated. I just pray that my new guardian angel continues to guide me the way that God wants me to go.